There’s a numbness inside of me
And I’d do anything to get it out.
Everyone thinks I’m happy as can be
But no one knows what the suffering is about.
The older I get, the more I realize
How wrong is was of me to trust you.
I remember the hate that was in your eyes
And the words you would say to get me through.
Love wasn’t the word for what we had,
I don’t even know what it was.
I remember the day that everything went bad
And I put up with it, just cause.
I tried to remember when you didn’t cause pain
And hoped everyday you would be a better man
Too many days I would lose more than I would gain,
I put up with much more than a young girl can.
I tried my best to keep us together
But I’m glad we did not last.
I’m glad about the broken promises of forever
It is my time to let go of the past.
You are gone, and so am I.
Now it’s time for the memories to die.